COMPLEXION
(Nexus II)

Author: Llachlan

Series: Voyager/DS9 - after Voyager's Return

Code: E/7

Rating: R

Disclaimer: The characters from Star Trek: The Next Generation, Deep Space Nine and Star Trek Voyager are the property of Paramount Studios, and I am knowingly violating their copyright but mean no harm.

Summary: Voyager has returned from the Delta Quadrant and her crew has some settling in to do. One crewmember in particular is about to make a connexion that will change her life.

Notes: This is the second story in the Nexus Series.  It is unconnected to Trigonometry.


Contact: the author can be reached at llachness[at]gmail.com

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Kathyrn Janeway watched the door to the conference room.  One by one, each member of the senior staff had entered.  Ensign Harry Kim, as usual, was first through into his chair.  His features had lost some of their youthful glow, but his eyes still sparkled. That was one of her real accomplishments; that after seven years Harry's innocence and enthusiasm had only been tempered by experience, not destroyed by it.

Tom and B'Elanna had entered next, the tiniest member of the House cradled in the Engineers arms.  Another miracle, three of them really, though she supposed Miral Torres-Paris was merely the visible fruit of a seed long planted.

Chakotay followed closely on their heels, warm eyes taking in the other occupants, then a small frown had creased his forehead, wrinkling the tribal tattoo, as he'd glanced at Seven's empty chair.  She'd shrugged her shoulders, as surprised as her first officer that the former Drone had yet to appear.

The Doctor slipped in, his face set, hiding she thought, his fear and confusion.  His world was about to change.

Still, Seven had yet to arrive.

"Computer, locate Seven of Nine."

"I am here, Captain."  The words were nearly simultaneous with the computer's response.  "Seven of Nine is in Briefing room 2."

"You're late."  Janeway hoped that she was more successful at keeping the annoyance she felt from flashing across her face than Chakotay.  Maybe they'd had another run in, though she'd thought they had come to an understanding.  Rumours had even circulated that they had been dating.  Maybe her alternate self had had the right of it, the relationship, whatever it had become in the future hadn't been solid to start with.  "Alright people."  She put Seven on hold for the moment and pushed ahead with her agenda.  They were back in the Alpha quadrant and there would be time to figure out what to do next.

She continued speaking, "I've got confirmation of our orders.  We are to maintain station-keeping for the next 48 hours.  That will give Starfleet time to complete assigning accommodations, back pay, and whatever else Starfleet deems necessary."

"Then...?"  Tom asked.

Janeway shook her head.  "I don't know."  Their return was as unexpected, as unprecedented and as unconventional as the crew itself.  She'd expected pandemonium, and instead the room had gone silent, guarded expressions replacing bright hope.  Perversely, the Doctor had relaxed.

"I've had no official word on how long the debriefing with take, but I'm given to understand that everyone will be taken care of."  She held up a hand.  "I have been asked to ensure that the crew remain aboard Voyager," Janeway swung her gaze to Seven, who met it calmly, "until after tomorrow night's official reception."

The directive had come from Admiral Necheyev, delivered in sharp tones that left Janeway feeling like a green cadet.  It had had to be Seven, she turned away from the Borg, and back to the room.   Of course, it had been Seven, no one else would have dared.  She could almost hear the justification Seven would offer.  She was not Star Fleet, nor was she Maquis - and the original orders had been framed in that context.  That Seven knew better was not in question, she'd failed to clarify the order, taking the young woman's recent compliance for granted.

One thing was for sure, it was going to be worth the price of admission to see what havoc Seven would wreck on the ordered world of StarFleet.

She dismissed the meeting.  "Seven, a word please."  Chakotay made motions to stay as well, but she waved him off.

"Captain."

"I hear you had a little adventure yesterday."  Janeway leaned back against the table, surprised at Seven's seeming lack of reaction.  The Borg was hard to read at the best of times, but Janeway liked to think that she knew the young woman well enough to interpret most of her expressions.  She studied Seven.  Her blonde hair was down, and she looked...defiant.

"I had an appointment."

"I'm aware of that.  But just so there are no further misunderstandings, you are not to leave Voyager without my explicit permission.  Is that clear?"

Something flashed across Seven's face.  "Yes, Captain."

"Good.  Dismissed."

It wasn't until Seven had left the room and she was straining to hear the characteristic pattern of the Borg's footsteps retreating down the hall, that she realized Seven had changed her shoes.

~~~

Seven stood, hands clasped neatly behind her back, and ignored the side long glances she was getting from the security officer stationed by the door.  Obviously, the Captain was taking no chances that another of Voyager's crew would leave the ship.

She realized that she was probably the only one who had thought to leave Voyager, a minimum of seven years of Star Fleet training had led the rest of the crew to obey the spirit of the Captain's original directive. 

The transporter shimmered to life.  Seven allowed herself a small smile.  Fortunately, Ezri Dax was a resourceful individual.  Particles coalesced, following the dictates of the pattern buffer, revealing the humanoid form of the Trill Counselor.  The carryall from the previous evening was slung over her left shoulder, resting against a hip, while several small stasis containers rested in both of the brunette's hands.

Seven's enhanced olfactory systems detected a sharp aroma, but she was unable to identify the contents.  "Counselor Ezri Dax," she said, in greeting.

"Hello."  The woman looked around the room and smiled at both the Transporter Chief and the Security Officer, before favouring her with a quirked eyebrow.

She tapped her communicator.  "Seven of Nine to the bridge."

"Janeway.  Go ahead Seven."

"The Counselor has arrived."  She was satisfied that human ears would not be able to detect the small change in her tone.

"Excellent."  The Captain's reply came through the ship wide com system rather than her com badge.  "Welcome aboard Lt. Dax."

"Thank you, Captain."

"It's our pleasure.  Seven will show you to the VIP quarters and arrange for the tour you requested."

Seven was intrigued by her response to the duplicitous nature of their interactions.  She knew the Captain was displeased that the Counselor had requested to come aboard, she was also aware that while the Captain felt conducting a tour of the ship was a punishment for her transgression, the opposite was true.  Every time her eyes met Ezri's she could feel the heat of her skin increase, only the ever vigilant nanoprobes concealing her reaction.  It occurred to her that she could, if she desired, be skilled at dissembling.  Her body betrayed few of the signals most humans looked for as signs of deceit.

Ezri winked at her before replying.  "That seems acceptable Captain."

"Good. Janeway out."

This time when Ezri smiled, it was the full faced grin Seven remembered from the night before.  The grin that promised that something delightful was going to happen.  "Shall we?"

They left the transporter room and stepped out into the hall, crossing almost immediately to the turbo lift.  "Deck 3."

Ezri leaned against the side of the lift. "I hope you like take-out."

Seven looked the brunette up and down, careful to keep her expression neutral, curious to see how her attempt at humour would be received.  "Indeed."

Ezri's spots darkened.

Seven was gratified to discover that she had been wrong.  The Borg had not removed her sense of humour after all.

~~~~

If the dishes in her hands wouldn't have made an unforgivable mess on the floor she would have dropped them the second they'd entered the turbo lift.  Instead she held onto them, and only thought about kissing Seven.

"I want to kiss you."

"Then you have eight point three seconds to do so."  Fortunately, Seven also obliged her by  leaning in.
 

"What happens in eight point three seconds?"  She spoke against the soft full lips, amazed by the sensations the vibrations caused.

"The doors open."

"Ah."  They continued to kiss, even after the door had slid open.

"Ezri."

"Yes." She used her tongue to flick an edge of Seven's lips.
 

Whatever the other woman had been about to say or do was lost as she suddenly straightened and stepped back a pace, moments before a man in medical blue walked around the corner.

"Ah, Seven, there you are. And this must be our guest."

Instantly, the woman she'd met disappeared, leaving behind a shell standing at almost rigid attention.  "Ezri Dax."  She held out her hand, introducing herself.  Ezri recognized him as the holographic doctor, but felt there was no need to be rude.

"I'm Voyager's CMO."  He interjected his body into the space between theirs, "I can take it from here Seven."

He was probably the more appropriate choice, since counseling was a subspecialty of the medical profession, but she wanted to see Voyager through Seven's eyes.  "Let me just get rid of these, then why don't we all go?"  She looked over at the blonde, and received a small nod in response.

They started in the mess hall - though the Doctor had wanted to start in sickbay.  Ezri guessed that he wanted to make himself part of the repatriation process in order to prove his value.  Like Voyager, he was facing possible decommissioning, if not outright deactivation.  She put aside the train of thought and focused instead on her lover.

Seven had lost all vestiges of openness.  Tension was radiating from her, and, as near as Ezri could determine, the tension level in each room they visited increased the moment someone spotted Seven.   Finally, she decided they'd had enough.  "Thank you for your time, Doctor, but I've got somethings to check before my first appointments in the morning.  If you'll excuse us?"  Used to dealing with Quark, she turned her body away from him as she spoke, effectively preventing him from objecting.

The walk back to her assigned quarters was devoid of conversation, and she was too deep in thought to try and break the impasse before they arrived at their destination.  The crew of Voyager were treating Seven much the way that she often saw Bajorans treat Cardassians on DS9.  It wasn't hate exactly, but it was close enough make the difference irrelevant.  She couldn't imagine the strength of will it took Seven to deal with that kind of hostility day in and day out; no place to go, nowhere to hide, the tiny ship her scaled down universe.

They reached their destination and Ezri triggered the door, gesturing Seven to enter first, half afraid that if she didn't the other woman would leave.

Giving Seven a minute to collect herself, Ezri looked around the room she'd been assigned.  It was decorated subtly, and she was surprised to see a piano dominating one corner of the room.  She spotted the food containers and decided to layout the meal and see where things went from there.

~~~

Seven put her fork down.  The food seemed devoid of flavour and she was having difficulty swallowing.  Across the low table, Ezri was exhibiting similar signs of discomfort.  The ease with which they has interacted earlier was gone, and Seven wondered if it had been chased away by the reminders that she was Borg.  She tried but failed to find the words with which to banter, or to even start a conversation.  Perhaps she had been in error, and this was a mistake.

"Hey.  You okay?"

"I'm functioning within normal parameters."

"Well, you don't seem fine."
 

Seven considered how to respond, regretting her stilted automatic response to Ezri's overture.  "I believe I am experiencing anxiety."

To her surprise, Ezri smiled and nodded.  "Me too," she said softly.

They were silent again for a while, wine glasses replacing eating utensils.  She felt more comfortable with this silence than the earlier one.  She decided to reduce her universe to this one room, to the two of them.  Voyager was irrelevant.  "I believe I am also experiencing anticipation," she paused. "I do not know the proper protocol to follow.  I am unsure of how to proceed."

Ezri's eyes darkened slightly, taking on violet hues, and to Seven she appeared pensive.  "Well, if the universe was going to end in the next hour what one thing would you want to do."


And that was the question.  What did she want to do?  She met Ezri's gaze calmly, answering the surface question and letting the larger, future, implications wait.  "If my existence were to be terminated, it would unfortunate if I did not know the exact number of Turing structures you posess."


Ezri's brow wrinkled, and Seven thought she had caused offense;  perhaps just as one did not discuss human mammary glands, Trill secondary sexual organs were also not discussed openly.  In the interval before she apologized, Ezri grinned.


"You want to count my spots?"


"Yes." 


Ezri laughed again, changing the atmosphere in the room completely, and Seven felt as though some barrier had shifted.  "I'd like that.  Very much."  The last words were dragged out slightly.  "Where would you like to start?"  She'd moved closer as she spoke.


Seven considered, and gave a small smile of her own.  "I believe I would like to start in the bedroom."  She leaned down, skimmimng the surface of Ezri's skin with her lips.  "With this spot."  She kissed a structure at the edge of Ezri's hairline.  "One."  The edges were slightly raised, and she traced the embossed skin, trying to pay attention to each region separately.


She adjusted her position, easing them away from the low table.  As gently as she could, she stood, bringing Ezri to stand next to her.  "Two."  The shape of this one was different, the pigmentation closed, forming a circle, rather than the arc-like shapes that ran along the Trill's jawline.  She moved on to the next one, intrigued by it's shape.  "Three," she whispered.


Ezri quivered as she hovered over the next shape, letting her breath find the edges of color.  "Four."


Hands that had been using her for support began their own explorations, distracting Seven as Ezri found one of the small implants still nestled in the small of her back.  She felt her ribs expand in responses to the deft touches.  Ezri turned her head and began to kiss the exposed skin on her right wrist.  Seven let her hand fall away from Ezri's jaw, focused on the sensations the gentle licks were causing to swirl through her body.


The bed was under them and they fell onto it.  She abandoned her inventory, instead drawing the smaller woman closer and letting their mouths meet.  She wanted this, wanted the woman in her arms.  Anything else in the universe could wait.  Would wait.  Ezri had made things that simple.  She would decide.  There were several messages she'd neglected to read, afraid that no matter where she went, things would be the same as they were on Voyager.  Ezri was proof to the contrary.


She stopped thinking as Ezri nipped the sensitive pad of flesh over her thumb, then stood, keeping their eyes locked.  Spellbound, Seven watched as the nimble fingers which had been playing over her body swiftly slid the blue uniform down, leaving it in a heap on the floor.  She took the time to appreciate the newly revealed swaths of darker pigment, as fascinated by the exposed skin as by the confident way it  was displayed.

Ezri rejoined her on the bed, lying on her back, expression expectant.  "I believe you were here."  Seven's hand was guided to the spot in question.


Obligingly, she ducked her head, enumerating several more of the spots before her path brought her back within range of Ezri's mouth.  They kissed again and she sucked gently on the edges of the soft, full lips, disappointed when Ezri pulled back slightly.  "How many is that?"


A fraction of a second passed before she could concentrate enough to reply.  "Twenty-one."


Ezri leaned forward, brushing the implant under her ear.  "Can I convince you to skip ahead?"


Seven shivered, the warm air heating her skin further.  "Yes," she paused to lay another kiss across Ezri's lips, "but I shall resume my place later."  She lowered her mouth to another spot, sucking it gently into to her mouth, savouring the way Ezri arched under her touch.


"I'm going to hold you to that."  Ezri twisted her body, pinninng Seven to the bed,  and capturing a now exposed nipple between her fingers.


"The Borg do not make idle promises.  It is a certainty."  It was difficult to process her thoughts, the darting fingers of her companion igniting trails of fire over everything within reach.


"Ah, that would be the resistance is futile thing?"


She bucked as Ezri continued playing with her skin, her body obeying Ezri's instructions rather than her own.  "Yes.  Resistance is futile."  Seven gave up trying to think and let the sensations carry her along, no longer resisting, allowing the new experiences to forge a new direction in her thoughts.


Her hands were captured and extended over her head,  more of Ezri's body in contact with hers as the smaller woman had to stretch fully across Seven.  Their eyes met, nearly identical shades of blue in perfect agreement, but it was Ezri who spoke.  "Then I will adapt."


They both would.  And with any luck the Alpha Quadrant would adapt along with them.  Then Ezri slid her along her thigh, heat scoring the path her flesh took and Seven forgot about everything except being assimilated by the perfection of the moment.



END of COMPLEXION

The next story in the series will be JUXTAPOSTION

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